The Christ Matrix

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AUGUST 2008 | WELCOME | MARTHA LOPEZ-DURKIN, NEWSLETTER EDITOR

Jesus the Cosmic Christ, Sanat Kumara, Lord Maitreya and Mother Mary on “The Principles of Love” Part 2 of 3

Rev. Cathy Acker
Channeled by Cathy Acker, © August 2007

Your Creator beyond the solar system is great love, great understanding, and great wisdom. This is where your divine monad exists. The divine monad exists within the heart of God. This is where it has its place; this is its birthing place. Your consciousness, for several of you, will begin to hold greater properties from this level of consciousness or octave. The memory bodies that you hold on earth at some point in your evolution will be absorbed in this greater light. This should not be feared. The memories that you hold dear to your heart that have served you will remain with you, but the mistakes and the errors will no longer be. This is why we tell you to release them; they do not serve you. So often we’ve taught our disciples that you cannot serve two masters. Each one of you in your struggle, in your earthly life, is beginning to understand these words more and more. The nature of God is divine love and understanding. The spark of light that exists within you is of the same substance.

At this time, Archangel Metatron appears before us also. We are the Cosmic Christ, Maitreya, and Sanat Kumara. Archangel Metatron is responsible for aligning each one of you within the center of the columns of light descending from your I Am Presence. If you do not understand what your I Am Presence is, there are many illustrations that you can look at (for instance, the one at the Ascended Masters Research Center http://www.ascendedmasters.ac/presence.html). It is a structure of light beaming down through many, many octaves and dimensions totally enfolding its lower creations. Right now, it has a memory block that prevents you from truly knowing that part of self until you have qualified enough light to move further up through the column of light which is your Tree of Life. This is what the Kabbala was teaching in the Tree of Life. The central tube of the Tree of Life holds the radiance of your God mind, of your God Presence, and of your soul ray which is the ray that you chose as the expression of God to harness in this life time. Right now there are many beautiful beings surrounding each one of you.

Some religions would find it difficult to understand that I, Maitreya, am the Office of the Christ, yet I am a Buddha as well. There is no separation in the mind of God. Both teachings teach to hold qualified light. The misunderstanding on your planet has created division that we do not experience. The heart center of God is not labeled or owned by any religious order or sect. It belongs to each one of its creations. The door to Shamballa now has been opened for each one of you. It does not belong to the Buddha or the Buddhist tradition only. It is the pure light of God radiating and ensouling this planet for those who are ready. Some have called it one of God’s heavens, one of the Holy Lands. The Christ has his home there as well. You call him Jesus of Nazareth. He is also at the Central Sun of Helios and Vesta and of Alpha and Omega. The currents coming to earth are divided. This is what creates duality on your world. Within the heart, it has the ability to come together and become balanced in the chakra system through the energies of the Third Ray, the ray of love. Love can also protect you. It is also the diamond heart or the sacred heart of Christ and of the Blessed Mother. It is the out pouring of God’s great gift of mercy and of grace.

Long has each one of you desired to drink from this fount, from these heavens. This is where you begin to experience the still small voice within self. The Buddha called it the emptiness when all things dissolve into nothingness which is love. A mind that is occupied in the outer world and in the outer disturbances cannot truly embrace the principles of love and know its Creator. You need to begin to slow down the processing. We are not saying that the outer world is not important for so many of you have chosen in this life time to experience both, but for a period of time of each day or in each week, it is recommended that you create a center within yourself and enter in. That doorway may open up to Shamballa, it may open up to your God Presence or to the heart of your Creator, the heart of the Blessed Mother, or her son, but this is truly the way that you enter into the heart center of your God Presence.

Some people may not fully understand our words. God created an image of himself called your God Presence. Your God Presence created two flames called your I Am Presence and your Twin Flame. Some descended, some did not, some went on to be Holy Angels, some chose to work in the lower octaves and experience lower mind. Rays of God’s intentions and of God’s qualities also went out from God—from the heart and the mind of God. It is spiraling spheres of light. These are the rays from the central suns. These are the energies that your Presence basks in, the knowingness that it is a creation of the most holy. This light exists within each one of you as a spark. We took many of you on a journey a long time ago to the Calling on the Angels. We did this for a reason. We did this so that you would receive the shaft of light and the doorway would be open so that the column of light would flow through you steadily and would be there for you when you called upon it.

Archangel Michael is now present with us also. He beams with joy at the success of this world. The evil that exists here is in the mind of separation that is still a hindrance to so many. Stare into the face of the Christ or the Buddha and know that you too can be absorbed into this great light and into this great understanding and become the master. Hold the intention of knowing God’s mission for you and to expand God’s love unto the world. Work with your control issues. Ask us to assist you if needs be and we will work by your side. Make time to pray and to meditate and always, always seal your auras, seal you homes. There are many stray thoughts that exist on the earth plane. Each one of you is like a magnet either for the qualified light or the unqualified light. This is what creates so much of your depression. The soul ray for each one of you is different at different times in your life. Some of you are straddling a fence. Some days you are able to hold onto more qualified light and be in more control of your emotional bodies than other days. Some days you are on the other side of the fence. We know how difficult life on earth is and this truly saddens us. For those who have not yet had an experience with us, expand your imagination that your God Presence exists within self, that you are a mirror image of the force of energy that created all things. Look at the expansiveness in the night sky and in the horizon and know that the One who created that also created you. Know that the One who created the beauty of the hills and the mountains and the rains also created your divine image. The soul’s light from the divine monad begins to be absorbed more and more and a field of light that exists around the physical body—called your aura—and you actually drink in this milk and honey, and as you drink it in, you begin to remember who you are and who the Source is and that this Source is breathing through you in each moment, loving through you and thinking through you. We have enjoyed working with you this evening. We are Maitreya the Christ, the Christ that exists within each one of you. We are also the Sacred Heart displayed in the picture of Lord Jesus the Christ and that of the Blessed Mother. We are also the sacrament that so many of you have shared with us. That was the meaning of the sacrament given so long ago that would embody the energies of the Christ, that you sip the blood, the lifeline of the Christ, that you would walk in the steps of the Christ, be the hands of the Christ, the mind of the Christ, the eyes of the Christ and of course so many of you understand that is also that of the Buddha.

We are going to bring the group closer to earth. This does not mean that many of you still do not exist on Shamballa and as we are doing so we have been asked to bring in some of the energies of the First Ray for so many who are on this call need that energy. It is actually on the request of Archangel Metatron to help stabilize the energies of the Threefold Flame that is the Will of God, it is also the protection of God, and it is the creation of God. Just allow that energy to encircle you, to lift you up, to empower you in balance. This will help balance some of the energies of ray of love. Shamballa is, if you have eyes to see, a golden city and for earth. It holds the energies of the heart of God, of the mind of God, and of course the love of God. Some of you are not used to maneuvering in these worlds. When you are with the Cosmic Christ you do not enter into an astral plane. We do not teach astral travel. This is why you travel through your soul ray and through the heart of your Presence so that light is always around you. Tonight each one of you experienced qualified light from the heart center. Within your mind, try and make a point of holding onto it. This is why we introduced prayer to the planet to help teach a disciple that would keep you into the energy or a vortex of the holy marriage between you and your Creator, you and the divine forces.

The man, Jesus the Christ, when he was in embodiment did not ask to be worshiped. He stepped forth as a teacher and a messenger. A teacher of the way and the truth and all who went by that way, the way of the Christ would come to know God, would come to know that God existed within him. He is truly honored by the gifts that this world has bestowed upon him and he works very hard to raise the consciousness of his disciples, not to worship him but to be part of the brotherhood and the sisterhood that he joined or became one with. He raised his consciousness as an example for each one of you just as he raised his heart energies and the levels of his love. Each one of you is like a magnet bringing towards yourselves all energies within that octave or vibration. If what you are sending out is filled with disharmony, this is also what you are attracting back to you. This is what you need to control. Do not worry about controlling others. Look to see what is in your own back yard and what weeds are growing there and make your garden beautiful so that the Christ mind can embrace you and overshadow you. The principles of love, as you continue to work them and call them in, will begin to purify not only the heart but the mind. It will bring the mind out of judgment, and it will teach you to hold more qualified light. This is a wonderful technique and it can be very useful for people who are suffering from substance abuse. The greater light that they are holding, the greater the pull will be to purify their physical lives.

Continued in the next issue, the November edition ->>

It’s Really All About You

Vera
By Rev. Vera Lauren    

There was this bird that when he caught his reflection in the window he would get angry and repeatedly bang his beak against the glass in an attempt to attack his very own reflection. When the bird would try to fly away and carry out his morning routine you could see his frustration turn to rage and soon he would be back “beating himself up again.” How many of us have been there or know people who do the very same thing? We replay circumstances in our minds as we mentally script arguments. Then we marinate in negative energy and point elsewhere to place the blame.
The majority of us are constantly complaining and criticizing others, looking at the dark side of every situation.

I knew a woman that notoriously gave too much energy toward situations in her everyday life to the point they would consume her. At first she would allow her thoughts to fester as the dark energy percolated in her mind, and like in the cartoons, you could almost see the steam shoot out of her ears. Reminiscent of a spider, she would get others caught up in her web of gossip. By the end of the day, her story would take on a life of its own, and she believed that her lies were the truth. Not only did this destroy her mentally and physically, but everyone involved was damaged to some degree. Both negative and positive energy have a domino effect on the Earth and everyone in it. At one time or another, we all meet up with unsavory characters and it is not always our lesson, we may be there for their growth. However, we can learn from every situation. It is very powerful if you can thank their soul for showing up on your “stage” as the example in your next phase of development.

What Jesus meant by turning the other cheek was not to hold onto those energy patterns. He did not mean that we should become doormats or allow others to take advantage or abuse us. Spirit does not encourage weakness. You must respect yourself. Unconsciously, we teach others how to treat us. See beyond the physical faces and imagine the Christ in each person you encounter. If this is too difficult, then picture a loved one’s image, or even your beloved pet in place of the individual in front of you. Take this as a challenge unto yourself. Keep your intentions in check and remember that forgiveness is for the giver.

Let go of what you think you know and expect the best in everyone. I know, it is a tough one and it may not completely resolve your issue, yet it always works to some degree. There is alchemy in this if that person or situation does not rise in consciousness, then eventually, they or it will disappear from your life. Think of your formative years and the indelible effect it had when someone praised or criticized you. When you were commended you wanted to do even better. When you were disparaged, you most likely went into a funk. People will react to the energy you bring forth and either live up or down to your expectations. Learn to let go and move on. Anger, jealousy, gossip, holding grudges, all of these negative energies has the potential to progress into disease. Personally, I believe your body is your mind in action. You cannot change anyone other then yourself, but you can change your expectations, or better still do not have any in the first place. That way you will never be disappointed. Mahatma Gandhi said, “We must be the change we wish to see in the world.” Practice this way of thinking and after some time you will notice a positive shift in your life and less drama. Doors will open more easily and you will soon be surrounded by conscious souls. I am not saying that your life will be without obstacles, but don’t fuel them by concentrating on your failures. In many cases it is true that what you focus on, you draw to you. So direct your energy to your accomplishments no matter how insignificant and before you know it you will find yourself grooving along that pattern of success, and each time you do this it becomes easier and easier to succeed. I continually remind myself that this scenario is a constant that runs through the very fabric of our life.

I know this is not always easy to do, but only give your opinion when asked. If you must say something be sure the relationship is one you feel worthy of investing your energy into and risking the wrath of the recipient, if your criticism is not accepted as you intended. Personally, under the right circumstances I believe this is an act of love. For example, there are times when a parent’s role places them in this very scenario, especially if they have teenagers.

At all times use the sandwich approach when criticizing, here is how it goes; start with a compliment, give your critique, end with a compliment. Do take a moment to consider the person’s intentions and LISTEN, give them the benefit of the doubt, more often then not your assumptions were wrong. The ego is a fan of the ME religion. Like the bird, if only we would take a minute and look deeper into the reflection we would realize it is us staring back. God is a lover, not a fighter and when you walk with Spirit you will never go wrong. Find time to introspect but do not be like the bird and beat yourself up. Daily commune with our Creator, count your blessings, and live in gratitude. Make these suggestions a habit and your life will never be ordinary. If you relate this message to others tell them that a little birdie told you so.


A Message from St. Germain

Shirley Mayes
by Shirley Mayes

Beloved children of the light, I send this message of hope and peace for all residing on the planet Earth. You are in the midst of a great awakening and a great changing of the guards you might say. Carry that love for each other that all might see, and begin to awaken to the fact that all are One. There is only one Great Being expressing himself on this planet, and this is your Creator himself in all these diverse expressions. Help your brothers and sisters to awaken dear ones; do not hold back any longer. Speak your truth to others. You will not be persecuted this time. This is the time you have been waiting for to express the truth about the oneness of life. Call to your “I AM” Presence to begin to merge with you and to bring Heaven to earth.

I give you my Blessing this day; now go in peace.

I Am St. Germain

St. Germain

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I have been asked by St. Germain to open up 5 time slots a month for questions and answers. You may email me your question and you will receive a reply within two days. He has asked me to charge for this service so that it will be a balanced energy exchange. The answers to your questions will be illuminated with his Ascended Master’s radiation and love. Anyone who is interested in one of the spots for the month of August, please email me at mia288@att.net. This will be an introductory offer of $5.00 per question. Please mail a check to: Shirley Mayes, 4225 Grady Ln, Arlington, TX 76016.

Blessings and joy to each and every one of you,

Shirley Mayes

The New Grid and 3rd Eye Meditation

Suzie Addicks
By Suzie Addicks

This is one of the new grids that have been coming to the planet. This one came into me over a period of a few days. I keep seeing it everyday as it built up to completeness before it came in. It was very quiet, beautiful and gentle. It was large, and when it was fully built, it engulfed me. The second picture is part of the grid as it was forming. These patterns breathe and move within themselves and move forward as they come into me.

Ask yourself, “How well have I loved? Can I love enough to be my God I AM?” Then open your arms, your heart, your whole being and welcome the God I AM from within and without—be the joy of allowing God’s love to flow through you and out into the world.

Art by Suzie Addicks

Art by Suzie Addicks

A Meditation to Clear the 3rd Eye

I AM calling to my I AM Presence to help me clear my inner eye for the vision of my Immaculate Concept. I call to my Holy Christ Self for the understanding of the Law of Light to set me free from past misqualified visions and concepts not for my highest good, to be clear with intent of goodness and light in my visions, and to project only the light of perfection as Christ consciousness.

Living in the past with your thoughts and visions prevents you from moving ahead. Constantly bringing and reliving old memories keeps the past alive. Live in the Present. Each day visualize the very best you can visualize for the planet, for yourself and for all. Increase the quality each day. What you are experiencing today is what you visualized yesterday. Remember what Lady Venus said, “Living in the past takes our joy away." (Lady Master Venus through Christ Matrix Messenger, Cathy Acker)

Serving You Better

Rev. Cathy Acker
Martha Lopez-Durkin

Rev. Cathy Acker, our beloved Christ Matrix Messenger, has been quite busy dedicating more of her energies to book writing as I have taken over the administrative functions related to the school. I wanted to take this opportunity to extend my appreciation to all who have continued to honor us with their presence during our classes as we seamlessly moved under the Returning to the Oneness umbrella and also to those who continue reading our bi-monthly newsletter.

During a channeled session with Jesus the Cosmic Christ and Mother Mary, I was given guidance regarding the direction of the school. I was also reassured that Kuthumi, Sananda, Mother Mary, St. Francis, and other divine masters will be involved in the work of the school. One of the things that was suggested, and totally embraced by me, was to ask you, our customers/ students/ readers, about what you wanted. For this reason, I am including the questions below for your consideration. I am asking you to take a little time and provide us your feedback by e-mailing me your answers:

  • What do you think you need to learn in the area of spirituality/metaphysics?

  • What are some concepts you have, perhaps, heard about but would like some clarification?

  • What spiritual/metaphysical/New Age topics are of great interest you?

  • What are you looking for in a metaphysical school?

  • What class formats do you like? i.e., meditation, discussion, prayer, book groups

  • Would you be interested in participating in discussions with like-minded individuals? Online or via teleconference?

I feel so honored to have been given this job, and I am truly looking forward to being of service to you and our Creator. However, I cannot do a very good job if I don’t have your participation. Long time ago, I learned that when the teacher and the student realize that the roles are interchangeable, we can really create a very positive and effective learning environment. Yes, good teachers often learn quite a bit from their students. I am inviting you to be in partnership with us, your Returning to the Oneness teachers, and allow us to share with each other what we know and support each other’s growth.

I thank you in advance for your participation, and I anxiously wait for your input. Please send it via e-mail to mlopezdurkin@satx.rr.com.

Many blessings,

Martha L-D

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